Being grounded at 30.....

Yes...I have been grounded by my soon to be husband. I mean really????? All in good loving thoughtfulness. All the swarms of the wedding crazies hit the other weekend and I was told that I needed to sit back and take a break. Ryan said that I wasn't enjoying planning a wedding like I should. I have to thank him a whole freekin lot for that. I mean anyone knows Ryan...the real Ryan...knows he isn't the mushy thoughtful one, but he really knew I needed to take a break and really think. While I was grounded (makes me laugh every time I say that seeing I am older than him) I got to sit back and really think about what I wanted in our wedding. I had an idea...well I had a gazillion-trillion-bazillion...that I was trying to pull out in one wedding and DIY it all. Can anyone say NUTS! I was not really setting what I really wanted to see as the best day of our life together in motion...more like making a decision just because I was over it. I know that all brides are so stoked for dress shopping and I was jealous. I was over bridal dress shopping, bridesmaid dress looking, stuffing silly undergarments on to put dress after dress on just to take it off. I did however pick a dress that I think I knew was the one, but took a few trips and many hours to figure it out. I am so glad that all my bridesmaids but one was with me when I picked my dress. It was a special day. Now that I am "ungrounded" yay!!!! its back to wedding plans. Till the next episode...

Here is a cute little video that made me laugh and cry because it is so sweet and I think that at one point I needed this to happen so it would all be over with....could only dream of what dress Ryan would have picked out. HA